Thursday, September 21, 2023

The Boom and the bloop

BOOM and the Bloop


Another 11 deaths of me. Twenty one Sun Nine months the twenty three of me.

The life of pencil has turned to number.
The gold and sweat are meaningless.

The Southern Wood was the aim, but it has burnt to ashes.
Bury me under the hot ashes, while seeking from the forest of sins.

Breaking the bond of Blood, the rules have been bend.
The powerful God has given His yes thourgh the bless of my life.

The parents have been granted and the motherless descendants making their paths.

Forgiveness for not walking the righteuos road, as the present become memoir.















............................................................................................Exhausted..... 









Sunday, August 19, 2012

nineteen sun and eight moon all I wanted was the world

Nineteen Sun and Eight Moon there is two thousand and twelve me...

Twenty four candle has been blow, the legacy has been watched.
I can see the bottom of my treasure box, as I still eating the words in school.
Seeing ugly ducklings becoming white swans, I burning in fire under the water.
Southern energy is my secret, it bought an ear for me.

19.08.2012

Keep looking......................................

Sunday, August 5, 2012

the re-birth

The 8th moon re-birth. 
Southern energy or the satellites.
Young cucumber had took me to a new morning and evening on the southern energy.

Nothing is right or wrong. It's about setting how we live.

Cinderella story is time to go home.




Wednesday, March 14, 2012

BIAS WORLD

Touching a reality from the dreams.
Feel the dreams through reality.

24 candles will be blown on the 8th moon.
The bridge to southern energy still under-construction.

thousand stars around me, the unknown empty asteroid.

Agus.Kozaly 14 march 2012

Thursday, April 14, 2011

Thursday, 14 April 2011


Twenty two candles in the winds, two clothes inside my closet.
Building a bridge to southern wood, but the roadsign tree is growing.


Tuesday, August 31, 2010

Dun judge by the cover


Woohooo... Look at my Car toyota Celica 1995, interior exterior perfectly for his age!
But.............................................................
After one week I own it... he OWNED me back.
He's angry because I push it to take me to Akaroa. what can I say. He won't do anything. He left me back in little river city....

Regret to have it?

Nope... As long as I have it I do my best to make it happy ^.^


Picture by : Prudence eatprue.blogspot.com

Monday, August 23, 2010

Regret?



No... I never Regret it...
I will never Regret what I have done,
I scared what I will do next.




I am Futurephobic, scare of Future.

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Reminder


"Reminder application" makes people won't forget something important.

Today, 19 August 1988, is my b'day.
I realized some people put me in their "important list",
They remembered my b'day which is only once a year,
without any reminder application.




Thank you ^.^

Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Tuesday 13, 2010

Oh for Heaven Sake~~~
Because of W.O.F i must fixed my car~~~
My YEBOAS the thousand car become really are bad, after i bring him to the car doctor he needs a new tyre, fixing the door handle, and the break pads...
BAD CAR!!!

YEBOAS : ARF ARF~~~

Sunday, April 11, 2010

April 11, 2010


TWO YEARS IN NZ...

Waiting for Dinner.
Waiting for reply from Job agency.
Waiting for Lunch.
Waiting for my salary.
Waiting for working Visa.
Waiting for Life...................................................
Waiting Waiting Waiting Waiting Waiting Waiting...
my LIFE is bind by the rules of waiting.....
The only thing that I never wait-for is myself.

Saturday, March 27, 2010

March 27, 2010


OUCH! HELL YEAH I AGREED
Instead using a spoon and bowl that "designed" for eating,
People should bare handed when they having a soup.




Thursday, March 25, 2010

Squeeeeesh myself in society

March 25, 2010
Such a joke if someone trying to fit into the society. Society is ourselves!!!
Creating a blog~~~
Recording a video and put in youtube.com ~~~
Changing status of my facebook~~~

What I have done??????? I always trying to fit in society.
Such a waste...
I will walk on another way~~~
The way to enjoying my life as a free human.



the fact is
"Take it Easy, life is not hard until you get bored of your life"~ Agus Kozaly

Saturday, March 20, 2010

20 March, 2010

LOST in Life
Dancing with life, Singing with lies.
Laughing for sadness, Crying for happiness.
Don't know who I am!
because I don't know what I want!
....

Agus Kozaly

Friday, March 19, 2010

obnoxious person

March 19, 2010

TRUE STORY~~~ from British airways
On a British Airways flight from Johannesburg, a middle-aged, well-off white South African Lady has found herself sitting next to a black man. She called the cabin crew attendant over to complain about her seating.

"What seems to be the problem Madam?" asked the attendant.

"Can't you see?" she said " You've sat me next to a kaffir. I can't possibly sit next to this disgusting human. Find me another seat!"

"Please calm down Madam." the stewardess relied. "The flight is very full today, but I'll tell you what I'll do-I'll go and check to see if we have any seats available in club or first class." The woman cocks a snooty look at the outraged black man beside her (not to mention many of the surrounding passengers). A few minutes later the stewardess returns with the good news, which she delivers to the lady, who cannot help but look at the people around her with a smug and self satisfied grin: "Madam, unfortunately, as I suspected, economy is full. I've spoken to the cabin services director, and club is also full. However, we do have one seat in first class." Before the lady has a chance to answer, the stewardess continues ... "It is most extraordinary to make this kind of upgrade, however, and I have had to get special permission from the captain. But, given the circumstances, the captain felt that it was outrageous that someone be forced to sit next to such an obnoxious person." With which, she turned to the black man sitting next to the woman, and said: "So if you'd like to get your things, sir, I have your seat ready for you..." At which point, apparently the surrounding passengers stood and gave a standing ovation while the black guy walks up to the front of the plane.

.. people will forget what you said .... .. people will forget what you did .... .. but people will never forget how you made them feel.

refrences :
http://www.kaskus.us/showthread.php?t=3637364

Wednesday, March 10, 2010

10 March 2010

Yesterday i official graduated from Design and Arts college, i have experienced the working enviroment~~~~ so what's next? im waiting for my Visa, keep updating my cv, doing freelancing.
But......... i still can't life without my parents~~~ what a pathetic...


Go Agus GO....




"Whenever we finished something that means we will start a new thingS"

Saturday, January 30, 2010

Sunday, 30 January 2010

My last "January Sunday" for the year of two thousand ten.

And The first day i realized there's no more turning back again.



Idiot, that's me.


Clever, that's me.


Creative, that's me.


Funny, that's me.


Freedom, no that's not me and Opss you neither.

My life is stuck between life and death, there is no freedom.
My life is waste for learn how to fit myself among the people.
My life is just born, learning, working, producing, retired, and die.











Nah... ROFL that's just for CRY-BABY!!!!
I can choose what i want and how i will do my life after i born and before i die.

"We never know before it started, so enjoy it!"

Thursday, December 24, 2009

"BUT" for Christmas 2009

Merry Christmas~~~ I forgot when was the last time i have Christmas back in my home.
But...........................................................
For my 2009 Christmas eve, i biting the Cherry under the cherry tree and having steak for dinner, everything is just GOOD.

But..........................................................................
i just missed Christmas with my family "again",

But.......................................................................
Cheers to JET.

Merry Christmas

Tuesday, December 1, 2009

Farewell my bag~~~

30 November 2009, 25 days before Christmas day someone has took away my lovely bag. No money, a useless things for the theft, there's only my memories in there.

My 320 Gb hard drive flew away with my memories in it, one half years photos in China, two years photos in New Zealand. My visual diary book, my passion for drawing in it my cute illustration. 

Arghhhhhhhhh what can i do? the day before i just open all my pictures and see it one by one slowly for more than 3 hours. Now i only can dream about it, bite my finger and regret it that i dun have any back up.

First day walking beside the river without my bag, what a sad~~~

FAREWELL MY BAG...

Thursday, November 5, 2009

confidence or fib

My relatives, families, teachers said "impossible" to me. Why? Yes that is true that i looks dummy, but "don't see the book from its cover", isn't it?

"It is impossible for you to live without your parents, you will never left your own house"

hell yeah now i have been 6 years away from home!

"It is impossible to be a student in China with your mandarin language skills, don't even think about it " 

Ops i was working as chinese - english translator for 1 month! i made a big money! and do not forget that i used to live in China as a Tianjin University of technology fine arts student, i was granted a certificate for my studies. 

"Don't ever think something that out of your imagination, that's impossible"

My studies (Graphic Design) needs imaginations more than reality!

"if you want make money don't be an artist"

BULLSHIT! someone paid 500 bucks for my poster, yay? 


My grandfather left his home when he was 15 and never meet his mother until he was 50 years old, my father works 24/7 for his families since he was 20 and always went home with a headache, and his brains works better than a 10000 TB hard disk, he can memorizes all the product's code. So i have a conclusion that as the third generation of my family i have ability to be a better person. It gives me a courage to believe in myself. 

However, people will keep telling me "impossible".

Thank you for someone believing in me, and fuck you people who said "impossible" 







Wednesday, November 4, 2009

Drowning in IELTS

3 days before an IELTS day and 4 months before graduated from college. What will everyone think about this? YES It is stupid to be an IELTS test candidate when you are second year student of college in New Zealand, but this is what happened when you are AGUS KOZALY, the one who will jump down from the highest building in Christchurch after taking an IELTS test on Saturday.

A week before i went to counter for being robbed by IElts, 340 bucks flew away from my pocket. What i can do? N.O.T.H.I.N.G.! and started life as an IELTS candidate. Checking my grammar mistakes, listening to seller - costumer conversation, discussing about taxes, reading an article which is worst than starring the wall, and don't forget about talking to someone who he/she will record all of our conversation. Sounds "EUY".................... but this is real!!! 

Although IELTS SUCKS but i will get 7 for band score. 











I wish................................................................................................................................................