"BUT" for Christmas 2009

Merry Christmas~~~ I forgot when was the last time i have Christmas back in my home.
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For my 2009 Christmas eve, i biting the Cherry under the cherry tree and having steak for dinner, everything is just GOOD.

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i just missed Christmas with my family "again",

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Cheers to JET.

Merry Christmas

Farewell my bag~~~

30 November 2009, 25 days before Christmas day someone has took away my lovely bag. No money, a useless things for the theft, there's only my memories in there.

My 320 Gb hard drive flew away with my memories in it, one half years photos in China, two years photos in New Zealand. My visual diary book, my passion for drawing in it my cute illustration. 

Arghhhhhhhhh what can i do? the day before i just open all my pictures and see it one by one slowly for more than 3 hours. Now i only can dream about it, bite my finger and regret it that i dun have any back up.

First day walking beside the river without my bag, what a sad~~~

FAREWELL MY BAG...

confidence or fib

My relatives, families, teachers said "impossible" to me. Why? Yes that is true that i looks dummy, but "don't see the book from its cover", isn't it?

"It is impossible for you to live without your parents, you will never left your own house"

hell yeah now i have been 6 years away from home!

"It is impossible to be a student in China with your mandarin language skills, don't even think about it " 

Ops i was working as chinese - english translator for 1 month! i made a big money! and do not forget that i used to live in China as a Tianjin University of technology fine arts student, i was granted a certificate for my studies. 

"Don't ever think something that out of your imagination, that's impossible"

My studies (Graphic Design) needs imaginations more than reality!

"if you want make money don't be an artist"

BULLSHIT! someone paid 500 bucks for my poster, yay? 

My grandfather left his home when he was 15 and never meet his mother until he was 50 years old, my father works 24/7 for his families since he was 20 and always went home with a headache, and his brains works better than a 10000 TB hard disk, he can memorizes all the product's code. So i have a conclusion that as the third generation of my family i have ability to be a better person. It gives me a courage to believe in myself. 

However, people will keep telling me "impossible".

Thank you for someone believing in me, and fuck you people who said "impossible" 

Drowning in IELTS

3 days before an IELTS day and 4 months before graduated from college. What will everyone think about this? YES It is stupid to be an IELTS test candidate when you are second year student of college in New Zealand, but this is what happened when you are AGUS KOZALY, the one who will jump down from the highest building in Christchurch after taking an IELTS test on Saturday.

A week before i went to counter for being robbed by IElts, 340 bucks flew away from my pocket. What i can do? N.O.T.H.I.N.G.! and started life as an IELTS candidate. Checking my grammar mistakes, listening to seller - costumer conversation, discussing about taxes, reading an article which is worst than starring the wall, and don't forget about talking to someone who he/she will record all of our conversation. Sounds "EUY".................... but this is real!!! 

Although IELTS SUCKS but i will get 7 for band score. 

I wish................................................................................................................................................